Jesus did not come to explain away suffering or remove it. He came to fill it with His presence. ~Paul Claudel
We have many questions when we face difficult and tragic situations. One of the biggest is: “Why do bad things happen to good people.”
A natural response when bad things are happening, is why? If God is good and all powerful, why doesn’t He stop the pain and suffering?
God sits with us in our sadness. Accompanies us through the valley of the shadows. Holds our hand in our moments of fear.
Suffering will look different for every believer in Jesus Christ. However, the desired end result should look the same when following Christ. 1Peter 4:12-13 MSG says,
“Friends, when life gets really difficult, don’t jump to the conclusion that God isn’t on the job. Instead, be glad that you are in the very thick of what Christ experienced. This is a spiritual refining process, with glory just around the corner.”
When I choose to let Him, God fills me with His presence in my spirit. I can feel strong in the middle of that weakness.
Emotionally, it’s called a pit of despair for a reason. A hole can be dug inside us so deep that it seems everything good has been excavated from our lives.
We all experience it in different ways. You may have lost someone you love. Or you may have found yourself in situations you never dreamed you would be facing.
A pit is dug. And despair is the first visitor that wants to knock at your door.
It’s in those moments I pray for God to get me out of His way. It’s those moments when I start praying for Him to change my heart for what He wants. Pray that I can be aware of the opportunities He has planned for me.
It’s taken me a while, but I realize, this life is not about me. It’s not about my wants and desires. It is about Him. It’s about me saying yes to what He can do through me.
It requires me to trust Him completely. It doesn’t change the loss. It doesn’t improve my earthly situation.
But it does change the suffering.
It allows me to not answer the door to despair and instead invite His presence into the pit. The pit looks jagged and deep. It turns out to be a God-shaped hole in the center of our beings. A hole that is dug by circumstances and choices, and we can choose to fill it with His grace.
We all live in a place of unknown realities. He has ensured that we don’t have to suffer.
We get to choose whether to trust Him. Then, ask Him to show us how He wants to use us.
Then, say yes.
With love and joy,
Laura






